I just wanna be good enough. Good enough that you wake up and immediately wonder how I am, how I’ve slept. Good enough that you’ll want to talk to me into the wee hours of the night, & never get tired of it. I want it to be hard to say goodnight because we’re so crazy about each other. I want to be wrapped up and entangled with you, and know I’m where I’m supposed to be. I’m home.I just wanna beenough.
So I never do things like this, but I had a horrible week of ableism and fatphobia— a physical therapist working with my leg issues made a bunch of problematic comments, my endocrinologist fat-shamed me for needing a change in diabetes meds, and then a mental health professional suggested i’m only fat because “i’m subconsciously using my size to keep people away and hide from my fear of sexuality.” UGHHH. So I made a fat disabled sexuality photoset to cleanse my life of that toxic shit.
Image description: photo set of a fat light-skinned Latina with long curly brown hair [a wig]. First pic: lying on a bed holding a sign that reads “gorda, discapacitada, y que!” 2nd pic: in a manual wheelchair wearing black lace lingerie/thigh highs, holding a sign that says “my body is not a symptom of my mental illness.” (and it would be ok if my body was, too). 3rd pic: standing with a cane in same outfit, with a sign reading “
healthdisability pride at any size” in graphic design style. 4th pic: standing in red and black lingerie/thigh highs, posing with her cane and medications. 5th pic: kneeling on a bed holding a sign reading “fat disabled dykes do it better | or don’t-do-it better, bc consent is impt. and sexiness is not a requirement 4 anyone.” 6th pic: in her wheelchair with arched back/head (implications of sexual arousal) with a red background/rain coming down filter added to the photo.
I wanna love you more than madly. wrap these legs, around your words. Until your speech is straddled deep, gladly. Swim the currents of your vibrations. Be separate and one. With the same meditation. With the same meditation. This is poetry.
Everything you love is here.(via lovequotesrus)